Life is a fucking roller coaster you know. Sometimes you are at the top, sometimes you are at the bottom. What the fuck is going on nowadays? People are each time more fucking crazy. Fucking out of theirselves. It seems like you are crowded by friends, but when you look closer you are lone. No one to take you out of the blues. No one to hold your hand. No one to give you a hug. No one to talk. No one to give you a goodnight kiss. No one to watch you sleep. No one to laugh with. And no one no dry your tears. No one to make you feel better and to steal a smile from you. No one to call you or text you. No one to come up, not even in your dreams. An empty pillow right beside yours. Just you, yourself, and your medication.